random..

it's hard to describe the feelings of knowing that you're gg to leave for a stranger land in a few week's time.. away from the comfort of home, not being able to see familiar faces for at least the next 4 months.. but on another note, it's something which i had looked forward to, when i took up this course 3 years back. apart from interest in both fields, it was the chance to go china that excited someone who has nv been away from home for more than 3 weeks.. and coincidentally, the announcement of this new course was made on news on the exact date of my 19th birthday. what else could i say... it's fate.. and that added another guinea pig onto the list..

3 years have passed just like that. I guess uni life in NTU has officially ended, when it seemed like it was just yesterday that i had attended FOC. =) I thank all the familiar faces in NTU (esp SBS) for making this journey a wonderful one.. and although it had only been a year that you were in sch, I thank you for the times that we had spent together for the past one year.. =) hope things will get better for you.. though uni life is hectic, it's still a journey that's memorable.. at least for this period in NTU..

we always wondered what's in stall for us when we go china.. when it seemed such a yao2yuan3 thing.. and now, we're only left with weeks. I guess it's going to be a challenge to adapt to the culture, and it's going to be a challenge for us to apply what we have learned.. having more hands-on rather than theory.. i'm sick of theory, and i think we all are, from all the exams memorising.. and i really wonder how much is retained inside of my brain. well, we'll see when we're there.

but somehow, i still feel that i'm not ready to just set off liddat.. =( maybe i haven't really say 'goodbye' to everyone.. since FYP took up the precious 3 mths of holiday time that others had.. i didn't have much chance to meet up w many others.. haiz.. well, i guess i'll try to spend the nx few weeks doing so.. even if it's just on msn.. there are really pple that i miss, some i think i will miss more than others, that i dun even know if i'll cry saying goodbye.. =( but i promised i'll be strong, and since it's fate that brought me thus far.. i choose to leave my life in the hands of Him.. so i guess everything will be alright. =)

jiayou everyone. w whatever that you r currently doing.