last week

geez, i can start countdown towards my first paper of this sem: 1st Oct, which is in 13 days. >.<

yet, i've been a bad student for the week that just passed. i gave e plant bio tut on tues a miss. which i thought later that it was quite impt. i guessed i've "been myself" this week - not knowing what i've been doing, and slacking without regrets. hahz. but anyway, i enjoyed a sumptuous dinner w mh at fish & co that night. =) luckily for the nx few days i did go sch, attend lectures as per normal. so it wasn't that bad. BUT i happened to gave fri's lessons a miss too. (i practically overslept, woke up to realise that i've decided to self-study and give everything a miss) but i kinda 'woke up' on fri evening..

was supposed to attend a briefing for an invigilation job the following morning (sat). i had worked once before, and so i thought the briefing venue was still at the original location 2 years ago. but it wasn't. apparently the office has moved. so while i was trying to recall solely based on my memory how to get to the original location, the briefing was gonna start elsewhere. i was stunned for a moment when i realised the office wasn't where it used to be le. what the hell am i doing here? >.< i felt tt i was left alone at the point of time. felt that i was 'left behind' in time.. i was still harbouring on things that are history and no longer there anymore. it made me wonder if i am having the same attitude towards my life.. am i still living in the past?? 我觉得我似乎还是停留在从前.. but i trust myself to say that i've moved on.. it was just that briefing location, that's all. (move on doesn't mean erasing the past. i still hold on to them..)

i dun see what's so bad about holding on to something.. =( esp things that you really treasure.. btw admist being a slacker in school, i've managed to catch meaningful drama to sorta 'enrich myself'.. I'm an emotional person, who likes romance and love stories, but not those typical and mushy kinds.. there are two which i've watched and think they're really nice. (perhaps can show during immisceo huh?) the titles: Be With You and Tada, Kimi wo Aishiteru (aka Heavenly Forest) they are as good as the lakehouse and secret in my opinion.

anyway, weekend was pretty good. invigilated, gave tuition, studied hard @ macs, went church today, went visit at hospital, went visit at grandma's place.. my aim this week is to attend all my lessons! hah.